“...Funny, when you're dead how people start listening”
If I Die Young (The Band Perry)
I always want to be the most famous guy in the class, the
most awesome people among my colleagues, the best! I find myself, hard to get
attention just by being nice to everyone. I tend to choose another path, the
darker path. I selfishly and furiously demand for that glory of me, where
everyone “worships” me. I know it may sound absurd but it is just who I am,
maybe I was.
I, neither, was born with a silver spoon in my mouth nor I was
broke, it is just that I never feel good about myself. You know what they say,
embrace your true self, don’t pretend to be someone else. Well, no offence, but
fuck that! I always continue being me but it’s just that I don’t live in that
community where people accept differences. They want equality and similarity,
but it measures by their own perspective so-called parameter.
Well, life must
go on. I won’t give up on projecting myself and I still know that I am one of
those diamonds that will shine bright, for sure. Maybe “the nature” just
barricades my mind for not letting me to be myself.
As time goes by, I know
that the path that I chose before wasn’t quite right. I re-map my route and I
think, now, I am on a right track. You have to know that whenever you’re becoming
yourself and be nice to everyone, sooner or later, people can get along with
you.
I just cross my finger that my moment, my stardom will not appear when I’m
gone but if it is, I just hope that people will remember me eventhough I walk
away, from their life, forever.
